The link above was from January 2010 on my birthday. I wanted to share because I was so close to death and I didn’t even realize it. I was having a ball. Smoking, drinking, dancing and singing. Honestly, I did not know that I was ever that big. In my eyes I looked good. LOL… Talk about a distorted body image. Seriously, if I didn’t fear diabetes so badly, I would probably still be that big. That is why losing weight to look better has never worked for me. I know that some people have a negative body image, but mine is just the opposite. I can see now, how bad it was, but at the time I thought I was HOT LOL….