Well, after the worst week ever, I’m back. I allowed the stress at work to completely derail my exercise and my diet. I am a little disappointed in myself, but I guess it’s never to late to get another start. I am still feeling a little depressed. I hope I can snap out of it soon. It is so hard when you take pride in your work, and you are made to feel stupid most of the time. I guess I don’t really understand why. I am there everyday, I do what I am asked without question and I do it in a timely manner. Anyway, I suppose I will be going there tomorrow and see how it goes. Everyday is a new day, but from what I learned from working there is, everyday could be my last. I have to trust in God that he is going to be there for me. As long as I do the right thing I know that God will use my haters to thrust me forward.
I am watching Joel Osteen and as usual it is all about what I am going threw at this moment in my life. Today’s message: God is in Control of the Storm