Ok, so originally I was not going to post anything about my meditations. I don’t know I guess they seem really personal, and I don’t feel like I want to put myself out there for judgement. Even though Joel has said “that with greatness comes judgment” I believe this. If I want to live a quiet life without judgement I would literally have to cut myself off from the outside world. Haha You have just witnessed another one of Michele’s light bulb moments. I often have them during a blog. 🙂 I love to blog.
Anyway, in my morning meditation I saw myself thin. I have never been able to do that before. I have tried and tried but it would never happen. Well, this morning during my meditation I saw myself at 135 pounds. It was amazing. I was proud of myself. I paid close attention to my legs. They were thin and pretty and crossed. I love to cross my legs. Now, It’s like that image and feeling is burned into me. It’s hanging over my head like a light bulb. I feel like if I can see her, I can be her.