I am feeling a little down today. I guess it’s time for a little pep talk to myself. I feel like I have no life. All I do is work. On my off time I do nothing. However, I cannot think of anything that I want to do, either. I feel completely unfulfilled. I feel like I should have a purpose for my life, but I don’t.
I know I am blessed. I have a husband that loves me dearly. I have great kids that are respectful of their parents. I have a place to call home. A place where I feel completely safe and content. I have a job that I love (most of the time). I am grateful of all of these things. So why do I feel so blahhhh?
I guess I have to ask: “what do I have to look forward to”? Let’s see. Today I get to go to work until probably 6 o’clock. Then I get to come home and watch TV until I go to bed. So I can get up tomorrow and do it all over again. Sound exciting, right? I know I’m excited.
I have to wonder if my purpose is something really small and meaningless. Maybe my purpose is to make minimal amount of money, and live paycheck to paycheck. Maybe I am not meant to do anything great or exciting.
This little pep talk has made me feel worse. Guess I’ll just go to work.