Wow, it has been such a long time since I have blogged. I have been spending the past three months on a personal journey to expand my spirituality. I have found such peace and contentedness in my life. There is something to be said for surrendering yourself to allow life to flow without interference. It brings about a sense of great peace. Peace is power. There is also quite a lot less of me as well. At Christmas time I had not only gained all the weight back that I had lost but tacked on a little more for good measure. My life was spiraling out of control at that time. When I ate it was like a frenzied feeling and right after I felt devastated, like a failure. It was awful.
Then, on the morning of January 2nd I believe that I had an awakening of some sort. I remember waking up that morning, going to the computer and searching for books that would help to to gain some perspective to why it is I do what I do. I began the search for my true self. I turned to God and my faith to gain control of my life. I started reading many books that were designed to help me in this journey of self exploration. I have never been a reader but let me tell you I now have a deep sincere love for the peace that it offers.
This morning I had a strong urge to take a moment to update everyone on what I have been up to lately, and since I have been making it a practice to follow my intuition it was a must to take a moment to blog. I am making a promise to not walk away again. I will keep in contact.
