You know the old saying “ask, and you shall receive”? Well, today I have decided to ask for signs that my angels and spirit guides are close to me today. I am going to be on the look out today for any and all signals that they are with me. I know that I am never alone. I am aware that God sends us several angels and spirit guides to be with us throughout our journey here on earth, therefore I would love nothing more than to feel a little closer and more aware of their presence.
I have gotten a lot better at trusting my intuition, which to me, is my guidance from God. Now I would like to become even more in tune. At this point in my life I am doing exactly what I want to do, which is pretty new for me. For many years I was driven by guilt which lead me to be a people pleaser. Living that way got me nowhere but miserable. Now, I live for me, not selfishly I might add. By living for me I mean that I do what I want to do, not what I am guilt-ed into doing. In fact, I don’t do guilt at all. By living this way I am actually a blessing to those that love me and that I love.
If I spend time with you it is because I want to, not because I feel obligated to. Whatever it is I do I do out of love, not guilt or shame. Changing this about myself has done wonders for my life. I am finally figuring out who I am. Before I was so confused, I thought I stood for things but it turned out I only stood for whatever I thought other people wanted me to stand for. It was an extremely hard, and there were times that I would feel like a liar because I would believe in things only to make others happy. Now I do stand for things and if other’s don’t agree, that’s OK. Life is all about diversity.
That been said, I am happy with my life and am doing exactly as I want to do, but I feel as though I should be doing so much more. I feel as though I could be of service in some way, which I am hoping to get the guidance to do so, some time soon. I know that writing is a passion of mine, I have been doing it most of my life, but is this where my service lies? Is simply blogging enough? I suppose it is for now since I feel absolutely content and at peace. What more could I ask for?