Yesterday’s interview went well. The gentlemen that interviewed me seemed very genuine and nice. The job was not offered in any way, however they did ask me what I was looking for as far as compensation, and I was honest enough to tell them what I was making at my current place of employment and that I am looking for an increase. They said they would discuss it and get back with me in a week or so.
Since then, my mind wants to try to replay the entire conversation, analyzing me and everything I said. I know this is my ego just trying to figure out if I fit in, but what I want to say to my ego is, bug off! It doesn’t matter if I fit in. I didn’t rehearse what I was going to say because I wanted everything to come from an authentic place. I didn’t over think it because I didn’t want to appear nervous or needy. After all, I am not needy. I have a job with a company I care a great deal for and if this other company doesn’t feel I am a good fit for them, it is nothing personal. It simply is, what it is. That been said, I am off to enjoy my day.
I intend on taking the time to focus on my inner aliveness. I intend on paying attention to the old conditioning of my mind and ridding it of the unnecessary thought patterns that continue to creep in. I intend on spending my day being present with whatever it is I am doing and enjoy the excitement of whatever today brings. I also, intend on giving my full attention to anyone who needs me or anyone who simply has something to say to me. Finally, I intend on going with the flow knowing all well, that I will know exactly what to do, when I need to do it with the help of my intuition.
The Law of Giving
- Listen and you will be heard
- Understand and you will be understood
- Love and you will be loved
- Be compassionate and you will receive compassion
- Bless and you shall be blessed