Let the Show Begin

Published April 9, 2014 by Stuff My Brain Thinks

Today is full of uncertainty.  I guess that is a good thing.  We are supposed to live in the present moment which is always full of uncertainty and excitement, so I suppose I am exactly where I am supposed to be.  Yesterday’s part two of the interview process, the negotiation part did not WOW me.  It did not scream “this is right” at all.  In comparison I would be getting an increase in pay and a decrease in insurance.

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Therefore, I am left wanting to stay with my current company, which is ok since I do love it there, it’s just that it has been more than two years since I have gotten a raise.  Considering all my expenses have increased due to tax hikes and a bitter cold winter I, not only, want a raise, but I need one.  I have never been the type of person to ask people for anything, but today, that changes.  I am going to have to knuckle down and go for it.  I have taken on a ton of extra responsibilities so either they will agree that I deserve a raise or I will be ending my employment there and moving onto to other things.

It is not an ultimatum, in any way.  It is simply that I must be in a place that allows me to take care of myself and my family.  Since we are not the “run to the doctor” type people a little less insurance might be OK, it’s a gamble, a risk that’s for sure.  I just want to do what is right for me and my family at this point.  I guess only time will tell.  I will know by the end of the day whether or not I am headed for a new adventure or staying where I am content and at peace.

I believe God will make it right, so I am at his mercy.  I am only to sit back and watch the show.  Whatever happens, happens.  I am ready to be where ever you want me to be, God.  I trust you fully.  Let the show begin!

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6 comments on “Let the Show Begin

  • absolute trust is never easy, but God’s wisdom makes the clever people of this world very foolish looking as they say, i have put it on the line so often, and it just happens, keep the faith, amen

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