It seems the bariatric center that I am working with for weight-loss surgery didn’t submit my packet to the insurance company correctly. My first reaction was that I was hurt. I mean I have spent the last week in limbo waiting to hear from the insurance company with an APPROVAL, instead I got this letter that stated that none of my information was submitted.
I’m not going to lie and say that I am still not a little heart-broken. But, I know that there is a lesson in this. Every situation, good and bad, holds a lesson. So, what is it? Is it one of patience? Because I have come a long way in the patience department. Could I come a little further? Sure… Who couldn’t.
I swore to myself before starting this journey for weight-loss surgery that I would not force it to happen. That if it was supposed to happen it would do so effortlessly. Therefore, I cannot jump through hoops to get this done. It has to be 100% right, in order for me to proceed.
So, here I am, at an impasse. The very minute I got the letter I called the insurance company to be sure they are still missing the information and then when they were I called the doctor’s office to inform them and fax the letter over. Although doing those three things was not at all difficult I am done.
In order to practice my trust in God, I have to let this one go. It either is going to happen, or it isn’t. Can I live the rest of my life the way that I am? Sure… I can do that. I have done it for forty-six years, I can do it and be happy because when all is said and done, I love me just the way I am. I am a pretty healthy girl, I know what to eat and what not to eat, so if I had to I could probably at least maintain where I am now and live a happy, full life.
Anyway, today’s motto is……. it is what it is!
As always love and blessings